I am crying so I take a shower.
I have my period so I am bleeding.
(Am I crying because I have my period?)
I put a hand to my face because I am crying.
(Do I put a hand to my face because I am showering?)
When I look back at my hand, it is covered in blood.
I do not know why.
I do not know why my face is bleeding, or where this blood is coming from.
I do not know why the blood is all over my hand, instead of washing off with the shower.
Why am I bleeding from my face?
(Do I not know why I am bleeding because I feel no pain?)
The lights are off, but I can still see how bright the red is in the dim of the moon.
The shower is hot, but I can still see how bright the red is in the steam from the heat.
I am no longer crying but I am still bleeding.
(Is it that I am feeling no pain or that I am not feeling pain?)
I am no longer showering but I am still bleeding.
(Is a feeling the absence of feeling its contrary?)