On the Architectural Theory of the Young-Girl

this isn't fun anymore   I say   this hasn't been fun for a long time

we can   he says   another time   I say   there is no other time

I miss you   I say   all the time

"I want you as always," he had said.

The relationship is the recent simple past.  
I am sitting here in the single present imperfect.  

I will respond to you from now on   he says   I will be more emotional
I don't believe you
   I say

The simple past is an event within a fixed time period and is completed:   passed
The imperfect past is continuing or repeated:   was passing

I want to be the present.

I don't know what I can want   I say   I don't believe you   he says   

What do you mean?

I don't know what I can want from you   I say

I don't believe you don't want more   he says   than this

What did you mean?

I want   I say   more

What is the meaning?

I feel like you   he says   want something I can't

I don't know   I say   what you can

What had you meant?

I feel like you want   he says   something I can't give to you

I don't   I say   know what you can give to me

What were you meaning?

if you are not   he says   getting what you want from this   he says   if at the heart of this   he says   you are hoping things will change   he says   then you need to say something now

I want   I say

if you are not getting what you want from this then you need to say something   he says   now

I want   I say   we need   he says 

I want to be wanted   I say   I don't believe you   he says   I want more than your scraps of attention   I say

then we need to stop now   he says

I don't believe   I say   you actually want me   he says   I am sorry   I say   I don't believe you

he says   I don't believe you

I am sorry   he says   nothing romantic can happen after this conversation

What was the meaning?

I am sorry for all the ways I have hurt you   he says   starting with the beginning   I don't say

I don't want   he says   to take a risk   he says   if at the heart of all this you are hoping

What will be the meaning?

I don't think   he says   that you want the same things   I say   I have wanted the same things

I don't want to take a risk   he says

I want the same things   I say   right now   he says   I haven't thought you would

What would have been the meaning?

you do not think of me as an option   I say   then   he says nothing

"I want you as always," he had said.

I want the same things right now   I say   I had the exact same conversation   he says

What could have been the meaning?

I am resentful   he says   of you   I say   I want more

you make me feel guilty   he says   for everything we haven't said before

I am not an option   I say   no   he says   I don't believe you   I say   I don't believe you   he says

What might be meant?

I am untethered here   I say   I can go anywhere   I say   support   I say   collaboration   I say   construction   I say   partner   he says   that is exactly what you should be looking for   

nothing romantic can happen after this   he says

"I want you as always," he had said.

I don't believe you actually want me   I say   I don't believe you don't want more   he says

I am sorry you have been disrespected   he says   I want   I say   more   I say   this hasn't been fun

I am sorry   he says   this has gone on for so long   I say

What should have been the meaning?

I am attracted to you   he says   I like putting my hands on you   he says   nothing romantic can happen after this

I miss you all the time   I say

"I want you as always," he had said. "I'd love to see you but it will be a challenge."

What is the meaning?